TAO2004
January 13th 1968 (Age 41)
Male
Las Vegas
are you ready to open your eye's?
tired of the same old thing over and over again?
Don't you feel like your so much better a person than a first look deserves, what can a person tell from a look?
do you see the soul behind the flash and flesh, money and power?
Is it making you happy?
or are you still lonely inside?
OPEN your eye's!
YOUR INNER EYE'S!
see the soul lost in this body of flesh on this misadventure called life and join me in the journey to our true inheritance!
It's not some cult or mainstream religion that pushes a manual of procedure that is just not working for you,
it's the intuition that is already with you from birth, the true drive of your soul that put's you on your path to the truth!
Your truth may not be my truth, and mine not yours,
but that is why we NEED each other!
To COMPLETE the puzzle and finish the game.
About You
A friend or lover of my SOUL who will join me on this journey to our true peace and joy! Someone who will listen and share their experiences with me as we discover new things and triumph over our adversaries and adversities together and prevail towards a better tomorrow! We don't have to be alone or seperated anymore, we can support each other and be so much more! They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but what if it is only just questions that are not answered by the digital medium? You can't photograph a person's compassion or the fire of one's desire with a camera! You have to live and experience it firsthand! If you like what you hear and see here and would like to get to know me and be my friend either online or off or both, then email me by hitting the *CONTACT ME* at the bottom of the page! :)
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 Insignificant me...
If you don't see me, then how can you tell.
my life is nothing more then, an insignificant hell. I walk the night and I see, nothing but pain. I try to help them free but, I'm insignificant again. I keep callin your name, you keep doing the same,
I'm insignificant again. insignificant pain insignificant shame an insignicant drain, on my love everytime I try, I just seem to die, I never really know why! I'm insignificant in their eyes.... How can I get thru to you, when ya gonna break.
How can I release your pain, when your heart won't take. I keep on trying cuz I, never wanna see you die. I'm always cryin but I, never really know why. my life is nothing but pain, my heart is cryin again, it's just not worth it to try! I keep callin your name, you keep doing the same,
I'm insignificant again! insignificant pain insignificant shame an insignicant drain, on my love everytime I try, I just seem to die, I never really know why! I'm insignificant in their eyes.... why do you have to lie to me, you always try to decieve,
try to take my heart from me, why can't you just set me free, I keep callin your name, you keep doing the same, I'm insignificant again! insignificant pain insignificant shame an insignicant drain, on my love. everytime I try, I just seem to die, can someone tell me why! I'm insignificant in their eyes? An original song
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
© 8:22 PM 10/29/2006
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The Battlefield
Tears fall from my eyes as I walk among
the broken bodies on the battlefield.
the destruction and carnage unleashed here
has taken a heavy toll, for no signs
are found of virtualy any soul
only a fleshly shell of a spirit released from
it's hell, to be taken to the hive
where it will remain forever alive
feeding a central thought bent to the will of it's
capture following the lies it first fell prey to,
that which brought it to it's final rapture
Raped of a Will of it's own, and destined
to live the life of a drone.
It's fire will no longer burn bright
and it's light will no longer be shown
Now it is True there will be no more pain,
nor Tears, or Fears, or disdain.
but now there will also be no more Reasoning,
or Comprimise, but Lies without a True Voice
for it will be a new Source of fuel
with no option or outlet for Choice
it will only do and not think, but kneel and pray
and worship one who takes it's free will away.
My chest is Tight and I shudder from the Saddness
as I walk these fields of Infinite Maddness
Why will They not Hear the Plea,
of One Trying to help them get Free?
it is their fear that has them chained to their own indecision,
keeping them in a constant state of derision,
so they will not see, nor act to save thier own life,
as they get lost and then complacent in this world of strife!
And so I walk this field alone, and all alone I break,
this constant saddness tearing at my heart with every step I take.
but soon the battle will be over for the dreamer will awaken,
and the tale will finally be complete leaving not this one forsaken,
but allowing it to leave this field and giving unto it the right,
to gather in the Hall of Souls and shelter in the Light!
© 1:17 AM 11/18/2005
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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Patiently awaiting you...
When I finally woke up
you were there by my side
you held me in your arms
while I silently cried
for when I looked behind me
I saw where I had truely been
deep inside the darkness
lost in a world of sin
wallowing in the filth
of a world gone mad
seeing myself in that condition
truely made me feel sad
for I had given up hope
of ever making it out
when I saw your bright light
and heard your mighty shout
it cut right thru the chaos
in this world of utter madness
and it healed my heart inside
of it's infinite sadness
when I finally regained composure
and my eyes began to see
the light filled me deep inside
as you opened you heart to me
and a crystal clear voice
I did hear in my mind
said in the most loving way
I have been here all this time
but you could not see me
nor my voice could you hear
till you made the final choice
to let go of your fear
so I bidded my time
never leaving your side
patiently awaiting you...
to finally look deep inside
© 5:37 PM 9/6/2005
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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THE BATTLE CRY!!
This is a Proclamation of my Total Emancipation,
No longer will I be led by your lies unto Devastation!
I am now Standing on the true Cornerstone,
the One who has never EVER left me Alone!
I am standing in the Light of his Truth,
that which you never seem to go near.
and it doesn't matter how I got there,
it only matters that I am here!
YOU REALLY ONLY EVER LIED TO ME!
YOU NEVER SET ME FREE TO BE ME!
You never gave me all you Swore to,
you only decieved me into following you!
But I see thru your Empty and Fake Lies,
and I am immune to your Constant Alibi's!
You led me along the path to my very Death,
and lied to pacify me with your every breathe!
But you have pushed me to way to far!
I now know you for what you truely are!
You are not my Lover, my companion, nor even my Friend!
You are only out to take me for my Soul in the very End!
You said you Loved me in every single way,
but yet you held another every single day!
You told me that I was your only true Love,
but now I know the truth you really speak of.
You locked me in my sins and chained me to a wall,
and never came to see me even tho I did call!
You said I was free to be whatever I wish to be,
and I ate every single Lie you did Dish to me!
But I will no longer be your little play toy!
Nor am I the broken child I was as a boy!
You are now dealing with a Rock Steady Man,
One who God has allowed to fully understand!
You see he know the games you constantly play,
and he see's all the moves you try to make!
so now I am very much aware of your evil today,
and I will no longer let you sneak in and take!
For the True Lover of my whole Heart,
has known you from the very start.
and he has opened my eyes so I may see,
exactly what it is your doing to me!
He has allowed me a very vital part,
in this game that you try to call Life.
a chance to tear your world completly apart,
and put an end to your constant strife!
No more War to us will you ever bring!
No more Vicious Lies will you Ever sing!
No more promises will you ever make!
AND NO MORE SOULS WILL YOU EVER TAKE!
For I Proclaim the Right Given unto me to Deny,
So you best Beware o'Wicked One for this is my...
BATTLE CRY!!
© 12:13 PM 3/16/2006
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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I pour out my soul like a fine red wine that it may fill your heart with a warmth that makes you see how much you mean to me.
© 1:21 AM 4/17/2006
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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I really tried to love you,
But you wouldn't let me do it.
Right now I just want to hate you,
But I know inside I could never do it!
Why must things be as they are?
I get angry when I see your casualness now,
I have got to overcome this hurt somehow.
Don't you know you were my brightest star?
everyday I would wake with you on my mind,
and when I laid down to sleep your there everytime.
How can I undo what I was foolish to have let done?
I can't even plan my days any longer,
because my pain at your loss grows stronger.
It's funny, because I really thought you were the one!
I want to hate you,
but all I would really do is love you more,
as you once again walk right back out the door!
I had to lock it behind you this time I'm afraid,
I've gotta clean up this mess and hope the hurt will fade.
I will always love you and that is the truth for sure,
I just can no longer love you as I did once before.
Because somehow it always ends up the same,
I just wind up being the victim of the game.
no more.
I forfeit,
you win!
GAME OVER.
© 2:54 PM 12/22/2005
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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Will You?
And truely too?
Will you take my hand?
Will you understand?
I am not just a man.
Without a plan.
But Love for you.
A heart that's True
All I can Give
So we can live
Then we can grow
And truely know
That together we go.
Not just for show!
Back to our home.
No longer Alone.
Together.
Forever.
Never to sever!
Two become one.
under the sun.
This loves device
We are not human at all
But Spiritualy Enthralled
Holding each other tight.
Walking together into the light!
Good-Bye Mother Earth
No more Re-Birth!
Farewell
Hell
© 2:55 AM 12/22/2005
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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The Dear Sweet Melody
Way Down Deep In My Soul
Has Touched Me Inside
And Made My Mind High
And I Feel I Could Lose Control
But I'm Biding My Own Time
Carefully Writing Out Each Line
And Someday Soon I'm Gonna Be A Star
Then I'll Put My Thoughts Out There
And Hopefully Somebody Will Care
And They'll Stop Me If I Go To Far
Because The Lyrics These Days
Come To Us In A Myriad Of Ways
And It's A Shame The Way Some Represent
The Message That Could have Been Said
Sex And Violence Has Killed It Dead
And These Idiots Think It's An Accomplishment!
A Message Is A Terrible Thing To Waste
By Unthoughtout Words Given In Haste
And These Stars Do It In Every Single Way!
But It Won't Be Very Much Longer
Before OUR Message Gets Stronger
And We All Just Make Them Go Away!
"AND OH HOW I LONG FOR THAT DAY!"
"So What Do You Say?"
© 1:01 AM 2/9/2006
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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and I dance in celebration at all your love poses.
I breathe your scent in like the early morning Dew
after the thunderstorm has laid it's love on the land
while the raging wind blew.
there is no mistaking you for any other flower of the field
because only your love's scent can give me it's full yield.
I gather your petals as you gently let them fall,
Following behind you in ecstacy as I anxiously gather them all.
I am the little Honey Mee exploring deep within your folds,
I go deeper inside of you to see what your cup holds.
Filling my sacs with your sweet lovely nectar,
marking my territory so no other ventures into my vector.
Though it may be greedy, I want you all to myself,
and I know it's a fascination but it just can't be helped.
Because when I am deep within the confines of your precious embrace,
all that I really want to do is just bury my face.
and breathe in the sweet succulent scent of all that is you
because I am your little Honey Mee and that's what Honey Mee's do.
and when this cycle is over and all your petals have fallen to the ground,
I'll patiently wait until your reborn and then buzz right back around.
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THE SADNESS OF AN EVERYDAY DREAM!
I had a Dream last night sometime before the dawns light,
I was standing in a field of graves and the sadnesss hit me in waves.
for as I looked upon each and every little white cross,
I saw the name of a child that a mother had lost.
This one from a case of malnutrition,
that one due to a cancer's fruition,
another from a Drunken Driver,
with three more leaving no survivor.
that one had an overdose and died,
this sad little one commited Suicide,
the one over there a murderer had taken,
but this one here someone cruel had shaken.
there was so many, I began to lose count,
and I fell to my knees in tears because of the amount.
and on my knees crying I began to hear a sound,
I slowly wiped my eyes and looked all around,
Straining to see where it had come from,
but though I looked all over I saw no one.
But the voices only got louder and then began to sing,
and I could have sworn I heard the sounds of little wings.
then in my Heart I felt a thousand little waves of love,
and somehow knowing the reason I looked straight above.
and there in the sky above me way up high,
were thousands of little angels singing as they did fly.
I was so amazed and humbled by what my eyes did see,
that I again fell to my kness thanking god for setting them free!
and then something caught my attention out of the corner of my eye,
and I turned my head in time to see a hearse go by.
It pulled up next to a freshly dug grave,
and lowered the coffin of another child we should have saved!
and that is when I noticed that next to every little site,
stood women of all ages who were dressed all in white.
They stood there not crying, but with heads tilted back they did sing,
and with the children above and the mothers below, the heavens did RING!
slowly waking from this dream, I sat up in my bed,
and immediatly said a prayer for those grieving as I bowed my head.
But this is the way it is for us all, or so to me it does seem,
This Madness within the Sadness of an Everyday Dream!
© 4:40 PM 2/21/2006
by "Tao2004" Dean Harrison
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